Tuesday, January 23, 2024

Suffering from Parkinsons I had to get this written

 


Rain lashed against the windowpane, mimicking the tremor in Amelia's hands. Once, those hands built castles of flour with their granddaughter, painted galaxies on canvases, and danced with Thomas, her husband, until dawn. Now, they fumbled with a teacup, spilling porcelain shards of a life slipping away.

Early-onset Parkinson's had woven its cruel tapestry into Amelia's body, stealing grace, replacing it with a symphony of aches and twitches. Each day was a battle against rigidity, a slow-motion descent into an unfamiliar self. The vibrant woman who captivated strangers with her laughter now navigated the world with the hesitant steps of a fawn.

Her smile, once as radiant as a July sunrise, had become a rare visitor, flickering briefly on special occasions like Thomas's birthday, only to retreat behind a veil of exhaustion. He watched it go, his own heart cracking with each dimming flicker.

He still danced with her, holding her close, his steps adapting to her rhythm. But the music in their laughter had been replaced by a mournful silence, punctuated by the clink of pills and the sigh of her oxygen mask.

Sometimes, Amelia caught Thomas watching her, his gaze tracing the map of tremor tracks on her skin, the furrow in his brow a question she couldn't answer. It was the future he dreaded, the one where her silence would be permanent, where he'd wake to a cold bed and an empty chair.

One sun-dappled afternoon, sitting in their overgrown garden, she finally spoke it. "What happens... when I can't dance anymore?" her voice, thin as wind chimes, echoed in the stillness.

His hand cupped hers, the tremor mirroring hers. "We'll learn a new tune, my love," he said, his voice thick with unshed tears. "Maybe a waltz, slow and steady, just you and me."

A flicker of the lost smile, fragile as a butterfly wing. "A waltz without music?"

He smiled, a watery reflection of her own. "Our hearts will be the orchestra, Amelia. As long as they beat together, the dance will never end."

That night, they waltzed in the quiet living room, Amelia leaning against him, his sturdy oak sheltering her fragile willow. It was a dance of grief and acceptance, of love defying the ravages of time and illness. For in the silence of their swaying hearts, there was a melody only they could hear, a bittersweet lullaby whispering that some dances transcend even death.

The rain beat on, but inside, where love held light against the encroaching darkness, they danced, forever waltzing to the rhythm of two souls intertwined, a promise whispered on trembling lips: "As long as you're here, Thomas, we'll always have a dance."

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